Issues of the Heart

I've been trying to figure out how this waiting period will benefit for me for the next season of my life. Waiting on my trip for Europe has seemed fruitless and crazy dull. For instance, no one has invited me to spend time with them in the past few weeks. People are withdrawing themselves from me on purpose... it's good; it hurts. Obviously God is trying to show something through all this. He is calling me to be mobile and mature.  These things I know. My heart truly aches but I am not going to let my emotions get in the way. The heart can also be deceiving (Jerem. 17:9). The heart is also in God's hands (Prov. 21:1). I trust the Lord with my life. You should too.  

Starting Over

Hello Internet... again. I've been waiting for the perfect opportunity to start a new blog over again. In some instances I've found myself being very immature about it and typing all of my feelings into a format so everyone can see... I'll try not to do that. Sometimes I cannot help it because I'm a female (no offense other beings of my species). It is very possible that I may make grammatical errors in my blogs. I apologize for it now and forever more. 

I've been coming to the realization that different stresses make my head hurt. 

I cannot wait to start a life alone. 

My family remains in my heart and in my life but now is my time. 

College isn't on my list of must do's but I would like to educate myself eventually. 

I'll write more later. Thank you blogspot.