Issues of the Heart

I've been trying to figure out how this waiting period will benefit for me for the next season of my life. Waiting on my trip for Europe has seemed fruitless and crazy dull. For instance, no one has invited me to spend time with them in the past few weeks. People are withdrawing themselves from me on purpose... it's good; it hurts. Obviously God is trying to show something through all this. He is calling me to be mobile and mature.  These things I know. My heart truly aches but I am not going to let my emotions get in the way. The heart can also be deceiving (Jerem. 17:9). The heart is also in God's hands (Prov. 21:1). I trust the Lord with my life. You should too.